So Many Other Things

There are so many other things that I *should* be doing right now. But as it is I am sitting in front of the computer and trying to forget about all the other crap going on. I have been on the phone off and on through the day - talking to people I havn't in years. Trying to get some peace of mind flowing through here again.

If I say the Serenity Prayer enough times, it might actually start making me feel better, not!

Anyway - my life has officially changed. One day - and poof a total change in how you forsee the future.

I have tried very hard to refocus on the girls today. The past two days have been a continuation of last week's fall break.

Last night MB asked if she could read to me. Yeah, I have been that emotionally closed off, that MB is asking to read to me. Then this morning she wanted to do math and then we went outside. We ended up with a very involved nature study on trees. We talked about how different oaks produce different acorns. Then pulled out the tree identification book and MB tried to see how many different trees she could identify in the yard.

MB and K have been playing very well together. Which has allowed me to keep withdrawing as I have needed.

Anyway, keep the prayers coming. I don't know what the future holds and we can use all the help.

Peace,

Amy